Last Wednesday the police were at my house because one or two people who knew me had correctly judged that I was in danger of intentionally killing myself because I could not stop taking drugs. Today I’m a week clean. Last night I was at my friends kids school play. It was lovely. Things can turn around quick if you start putting one foot in front of the other. I’m here if you need me man. I’ll be checking my inbox.
Shit man. Wish I could give you a hug right now.. Everything is going to be okay, the storm will fade and you’ll be able to pull yourself out of whatever funk you’re in. Even if you may not believe it, you can do it! I believe in you!
For the love of all that is good, please seek some help. There is a very fine line between a strong high and overdosing when loosing track of your drug consumption. My best friend is currently in rehab (on bail) as his addiction drove him to seek out "alternative" ways to acquire his fix.
Don't put yourself in a situation you may look back on and think "I screwed up and traumatised a bunch of strangers". If you're still alive.
I know there's plenty of reasons why you may abuse drugs, but the underlying issue can only be treated by a professional. Hang in there, friend.
Remind me! Six months.
I wouldn't worry about it.
Eventually you'll be in a place where other people will keep track of the medications you're given.